Libraries: Oh My, How Times Have Changed

I was the kid who knew our bookmobile driver’s name. I befriend him, and each week, we’d talk about stories. He’d bring me books I’d requested, as well as a few he thought I might like.

When we moved, I remember being disappointed in the size of our new library (we moved from a city of, at the time, around 75,000 people to a town of 187 – and no, that’s not a typo, though the population has recently hit 350). I was happy to learn, after befriending our librarian, of course, that the county libraries were all connected, and any book they didn’t have in our town, they could possibly borrow from another location. We’d go every week, my mother, my sister, and I, and we’d search the library and hang out and talk about stories with our librarian friend.

The trend of befriending librarians has continued into adulthood. I’m fortunate enough to teach at a college, which has it’s own library whose reach extends not just across the state, but the country (I see you and I thank you WorldCat). We have access to all kinds of digital databases. And we have what every library must – friendly librarians (who are, quite honestly, magical beings – I’ve inquired about some pretty out there resources, and I have yet to stump them). [Side note: They also helped me write what is still to this day the nerdiest poem title I’ve ever written – which is a Library of Congress number for a book (which doesn’t exist in real life) that I used as a metaphor within the poem.]

I make good use of my own library card at work, not just as a teacher of English, but as an avid reader. Of course, due dates become an obstacle over breaks because I live so far away from campus (like in the state next door far away) – and sometimes glitches happen. (I accidentally kept a loaned book way past its due date because the system let me “renew” it when, in reality, I wasn’t allowed to…oops…) So I opted earlier this month to get a card at my local library so that any due dates without the ability to renew would mean a short drive rather than a panic for how to get this book back across state lines.

While I’ve been to several of my county’s library locations through UntitledTown, I’d not ever paid attention to the their check out/in process… (and the last time I lived in this city and utilized their services, it was done by hand). So imagine my surprise when I learned that you can complete the full spectrum of the book rental process without ever having to exchange one word with a single librarian. I can place a hold for a book online (and track them on their website – I get emails when they are available, as opposed to the arrival of a bookmobile at the end of our block or a phone call from our small town librarian). These books are lined up on a shelf with a receipt sticking out the top announcing the first three letters of my last name. I take the book, walk it over to this computer, set it where it tells me to, and then scan my library card. Voila! Who needs human contact?

When it’s time to return it, there is this contraption. Press the button, and the little door opens to reveal a conveyor belt that sucks the book into an unknown room.

Maybe you all have been doing these things so long that you’re like, uh huh – what’s your point?

My point is – I miss the experience. I miss flipping through the card catalog. I miss saying hi to my bookmobile-driving friend. I miss getting calls that my books were ready. I miss the friendship created and maintained over a love of stories. Libraries are sacred places, and this just feels so…colorless. The magic still exists contained between the covers of a book – but it’s just not the same.

#AStoryADay

Image: Mitchell Luo, Unsplash (cropped)

It feels like only a couple months ago when I sat down and decided that my goal for 2022 would be to a read a short story every single day. In all honesty, when I made that decision, I wasn’t fully sure I could last the whole year. Surely, I’d lose steam. Or I’d lose interest. Or I’d forget a day somewhere (and to be fair, I came close a couple times – laying in bed at night ready to go to sleep and the realization would strike, so I’d have to get up again and read through it). But here we are. It’s Dec 30, and tomorrow, I will sit down to read the final story of my challenge. I made it! *phew*

Somewhere along the way, I got curious about word count. I don’t honestly know why. I went back and started collecting the word counts for the stories to see what a grand total might be at the end of the year. Then I decided I would also (try to) collect word counts of books I read. And then – for some really unknown reason *shrugs* – I was curious about the word count of student work I’d read all year. And so I tracked.

So, after reading the story tomorrow (I’ve set an alarm to be sure I don’t forget – because I would be the person who makes it 364 days, and then misses the last one), my word count totals for the year are as follows:

  • Short Stories (365): 1,282,390
  • Books (42): 3,298,125*
  • Student work (Spring/Fall/Summer Semesters): 873,325

For a grand total of 5,454,140 words. I have nothing to compare this to. I have no idea if this is a lot or a little. But wow – that feels like a big number.

Some other random facts just for fun:

The shortest short story was “Proud” by Marc Littman at 100 words. (Also happened to be story #100!) (Read April 10)

The longest short story was “On Destiny” by Lee Chang-dong at 13,593 words. (Read January 21)

My favorite story from this year was “Paper Menagerie” by Ken Liu. (Assuming tomorrow’s story doesn’t knock it out of my top spot, of course – but this has been holding out as #1 since January 14.)

The shortest book I read was Write Characters Your Readers Won’t Forget by Stant Litore at (an estimated) 5,830 words. (Finished on July 20)

The longest book I read was actually a textbook (Criminal Investigation at an estimated 142,835 words), which feels like cheating – so I’m going with the next longest book, which was The Omnivore’s Dilemma by Michael Pollan at (an estimated) 134,550 words. (Finished on March 30)

*I did my best to gather word counts for books that I could find online. If I couldn’t find one (which was often the case), I took pics of a couple pages, counted the words (using copy/paste into a word doc – thank you for that feature, iPhone!) to get an average, and then multiplied that by the page count (taking out blank pages between chapters, or pages that only had a couple lines on them, or when the first page of the book didn’t start with one, etc.). In other words, this was not an exact number, but hopefully it’s close.

Cataloging Your Books

Maybe you’re like me – you’ve got a healthy set of bookshelves back home, and you’ve got a TBR list longer than you can ever manage to complete in your lifetime. And it Just. Keeps. Growing. Maybe you’ve strolled through a bookshop, found a book you wanted to buy, but then thought…wait, do I already own this? (Yes, this has been me on more than one occasion.)

Image: Unsplash, Darwin Vegher

There are a lot of ways that technology has made us all a bit more lazy than we need to be. But then there are instances like this that can help us from buying a book – only to get home to shelf it and find its duplicate already sitting there. If you don’t already have an app for cataloging your shelves at home, I highly recommend checking out the link below and finding the best option for cataloging your shelves at home (some of these even have trackers for lending books):

Culloden

I first became aware of the Battle of Culloden while in a Scottish Literature course in college, and the battle has cropped up in various other places over the years – in research, in art, in television and movies – and now in my book Wherever Would I Be. Thus, I thought it might be helpful for those unfamiliar with it for me to provide a bit of background of the battle.

The battle occurred on April 16, 1746, and it was the final confrontation between the Jacobites and the British. The Jacobites were led by Charles Stuart (son of the exiled James Stuart) who believed there was enough support to restore the Stuart line (meaning himself) to the throne. He raised his supporters in Scotland (known as the Jacobites) beginning in July 1745 and took Edinburgh by September of the same year.

After the Jacobites landed a victory in Falkirk, the two armies met up at Culloden for what would be the final battle, lasting only an hour. Over 1,500 Jacobites lost their lives in the bloody defeat (contrasted with only about 300 British soldiers). The leadership of the Jacobites took this moment to disperse, thereby putting an end to the uprising.

From here, the British worked to undermine the Scottish clan system, which had allowed the Jacobites to mobilize so quickly, right down to the banning of wearing tartan. A number of the surviving ranking members were tried and executed. On average, one in twenty soldiers stood trial, and almost all of them were sentenced to death; for most of the rest, they were instead transported to the British colonies as indentured servants. Once their sentences were complete, few could afford to return home.

This is actually how Lucy’s ancestor came to be in the colonies – he was a Jacobite soldier who survived the battle but subsequently was tried and sent to the colonies to “serve his time.” Lucy does visit the Culloden field when she takes her trip to Scotland, as did we on our own trek. The morning we went, there was fog, which gave an extra eery sense to the grounds. After everything I learned about this battle and this field, it was something else to stand on the ground, to see the mounds where bodies were buried in mass graves, the stones set on top of them a guess at who might be buried underneath.

Dunvegan Fairy Flag

A few years ago, I went on a road trip through Scotland with my bestie. Dunvegan Castle was on our itinerary because this was my bestie’s ancestral home. We spent some time walking the grounds, took a seal tour (in a really tiny boat!), and then walked through the castle itself. I can only imagine the sense of history she felt knowing she was sharing a path with her ancestors. (I’ve yet to visit any of the many countries my own ancestors come from.)

Am Bratach Sith
(The Fairy Flag of Dunvegan)

One of the really neat things about this castle was the lore of the fairy flag. What is left of the flag (shown in the image to the left) is framed and hanging in the ‘fairy tower’ of the castle. The flag was woven in silk during the fourth century, and it was believed that when the flag was unfurled during battle, it would protect the clan MacCleod – they would be invincible. The magic, it is said, would only work three times, and it has thus far only been used twice. (The Dunvegan Castle website contains three possible origin stories for this flag.)

I knew early on that Lucy’s search for her birth family would land her in Scotland, but it took a little while for me to decide that she, like my bestie, would descend from this particular castle and this particular lore. I really loved playing around with magic realism, especially with it being grounded in actual lore (rather than creating my own). It’s also made me realize that even though I know where my family descends from, I don’t know much about who they were or if there might be lore like this in my own history. (As if I needed a reason to do more research… 👀)

Dunvegan Castle (taken from the tiny boat while on our seal tour)

I’m super excited for next month’s Lucy post – it’s almost cover reveal time!!

Shop Small

Let me preface this post by saying that I fully understand that not everyone has the time and/or the means to do so – but this is my plea post about shopping small – if you can.

I’m a big proponent of shopping local whenever I can, partly because I like to know my money is helping the people in front of me rather than being divided up into pieces, most of which will sit in a bank account of the corporate owners rather than circulating within the community.

With the holidays coming up, I would encourage you to check into the local shops in your own communities. I’ve listed some of my favorites on the Shop Small tab on the toolbar above. If you are looking for handmade art, I highly recommend checking out work by Ashley Megal, NinjaGrl, the Wondermakers, and the 35:35 Makers Collective. If you are shopping for a book lover, but you don’t have a local bookshop, check out BookShop.org.

In the comments, please share your favorite local shop (including their website if you can!).

A Story A Day: Month Twelve

For this month, I chose (kind of) at random stories from the Friday Flash Fiction series by Tin House, the “the singular lovechild of an eclectic literary journal and a beautiful glossy magazine” that got its start in 1999. I say ‘kind of’ because I scrolled through their list and chose any story that I came across. (This is serving two purposes – I do need some new flash fiction stories for the fiction course I teach.) As with the previous eleven months, I have no idea what these stories are about – the goal is simply to experience new writing. Feel free to read along!

  1. Sink Monkey” by Alyssa Proujansky
  2. Dance Dance Revolution” by Ben Jahn
  3. Hall of Hauntings” by Rebekah Berman
  4. As Close as We Dare” by Gwendolyn Paradice
  5. Swamps” by Ryūnosuke Akutagawa (translated by Ryan Choi)
  6. On August Eighteenth at Ten Thirty PM, Annie Otsuka Watched Her First Japanese Animated Film” by Elaine Hsieh Chou
  7. Conditions for Growing” by Beckie Dashiell
  8. Fantasy” by Tyler Meese
  9. Irreversible” by Mary Kate McGrath
  10. The Fourth Trimester” by Debbie Vance
  11. Origami” by Sabrina Helen Li
  12. L’Heure Bleue” by Susanne Lee
  13. Natural Order” by Elin Hawkinson
  14. Alien Hunters” by Dylan Brown
  15. A Brief Description of Mister Kuka” by Santian Vataj
  16. The Language of Space” by Danielle Stonehirsch (you’ll have to scroll down the page for this one)
  17. Predator Satiation” by Troy Farah
  18. The Salesman” by Emily Dezurick-Badran
  19. The Game” by Rachel Heng
  20. I’m Exaggerating” by Kate Wisel
  21. A Trip” by Claudia Ulloa Donoso (translated by Lily Meyer)
  22. from Fresh Fables for an Empty Stomach” by Pierre Bettencourt (translated by Edward Gauvin)
  23. Jean Wants” by Alyse Wexler
  24. Molting” by Sarah Marie Kosch
  25. Tacky Goblin” by T. Sean Steele
  26. Network” by Jake Rawdin
  27. Greetings From” by Melissa Amstutz
  28. For All of Human History” by Katie M. Flynn
  29. Jerry” by Miles Greaves
  30. Some Things About Typewriters” by Cindy Hunter Morgan
  31. He Was Trying to Say Something and He Couldn’t Get It Out” by Kaj Tanaka

Good Storytelling

It’s the Thanksgiving holiday, which means that I get a nice long weekend to…well, catch up on work. But also! Binge-watch (for the fourth…or fifth time?) what quickly became one of my most favorite shows: Ted Lasso.

I’m very much a character-driven storyteller and story consumer, so when everyone started talking about this show (a show about soccer), I ignored much of what they had to say. I’m not even sure what made me finally sit down and give it a shot – but I am so very glad that I did. This story, which, yes, is about soccer (I know, I know – football), is about so much more than that. This is by far the biggest storytelling head fake (a term I borrow from the late Rancy Pausch) I’ve ever experienced.

Between trainings and matches and jokes about how terrible Ted finds tea to be, we get to witness some really lovely character arcs for a number of these people. Some who discover who they really are. Other who reveal their true selves bit by bit – but somehow are always portrayed just as they have always been (with these new discoveries having us chime in with a “but of course!”). Some tackle mental health. Others try and figure out who they are when the one thing they’ve always identified as has been taken away. There are genuinely lovely friendships formed. And, yes, jokes.

I highly recommend checking it out if you haven’t yet (though I’ll give all kinds of advance warnings in case the f-word is a trigger for you).

Social Media

I think the fact that I’m still typing away in blog format tells you all you need to know about my age and feelings on all of these new social media apps. I remember when TikTok first came around, and I said no – for the first time. Partly, I was too tired to deal with yet another social platform. But also – I’m an introvert who posts photos of her cats and niblings and books she’s read – never herself. So videos? No, thank you.

With the recent unrest over at the birdie app, though, I’ve opted to go about and claim my username on a few other platforms (including TikTok…) so that I can make sure everything continues to match. In one instance (looking at you Mastodon), it was such a struggle just to sign up that I almost threw in the towel completely. CounterSocial? Hive? I’m sure dozens of others still out there…? It’s all too much, isn’t it?

Especially when I get irrationally irritated by the ones that don’t have any web-based options, purely apps. I’m officially old. If the blog didn’t tip you off, the want of a full keyboard and a large screen surely should. (*shakes fist in ‘get off my lawn’*)

So why do it? Why bother? Because I’ve come to really enjoy the writing community on Twitter, and I want to make sure I can join them if the birdie officials flees the nest. How are you all doing with these new social media apps? If you want to come find me, I’m @ByAmiMaxine (on Twitter, Instagram, TikTok, CounterSocial, and Hive) (with the addition of @writing.exchange for Mastodon). Goodness…ten years ago, most of that last sentence would be complete gibberish…