That Other Fire: Peshtigo

Growing up in a suburb of Chicago, I, of course, learned about the Great Chicago Fire. It’s a fire that many across the country learn about. After all, in just three days, 2,100 acres burned, leaving over 100,000 people homeless and taking the lives of over three hundred people. Historians still debate the impact of the fire, some believing that without it, the city would probably have simply been a ‘much smaller metropolis and not the second largest city in the United States.’ (In the two decades that followed, the city’s population more than tripled – to one million.)

Then I moved to Wisconsin – and I learned about that other fire, the one most people outside of the state have never heard of.

On the very same night as the Great Chicago Fire, another fire took hold two hundred and fifty miles north – in the town of Peshtigo (PESH-tih-go – the fact that I feel compelled to include a pronunciation should be telling to how few people I’ve met who have heard of it – well, that and how it was mispronounced as pesh-TEA-go in a film staring Michelle Pfeiffer).

This fire is believed to have been started by railroad workers clearing land for tracks, starting a brushfire – that became an inferno. (Not as glamorous a story as Mrs. O’Leary’s cow*.) It had been unusually dry that summer, and the fire moved so fast that some survivors said it was like a tornado (in fact, it is referred to as a firestorm).

In its wake (which included jumping over the bay, a distance of about fifteen miles), the fire consumed 1.3 million acres and destroyed seventeen towns, taking a couple thousand lives with it. The reason it’s called the Peshtigo Fire when so many other towns were involved was because this is where the first started, the entire town was consumed in an hour, and eight hundred lives were lost here alone. (The image below shows the difference in scale of the two fires – that red blip on the right is the Chicago fire’s burnt district. NOTE: This is not a contest of which was worst – this is simply a way to help folks better understand the true scope of this particular fire.)

So, if the Peshtigo fire was so destructive, why is it that most have never heard of it when they have heard of Chicago’s? Some believed it was because a city’s fire made better news than a series of small towns. But it may actually have been that Peshtigo’s only telegraph line had been destroyed in the blaze, and news of the fire didn’t make it out until much later. (Remember, this was the late 1800s.) By the time news of the fire spread, it was old news. (I also acknowledge that many other fires occurred around the Midwest around the same time that I also didn’t learn about in school.)

You may also be asking why on earth I’m telling you all this.

Well, recently, I took a spontaneous road trip, and on the way home, I stopped by the Peshtigo Museum**, which includes artifacts and information about the fire – something I’ve wanted to see in person for some time. I’d never been to Peshtigo before.

In grad school, I had written a poem*** about the fire based on a detail that remained with me – that people who could escaped to the river in the hopes of hiding from the fire. The fire was so intense, it continually flamed out over the river, and the air was so hot that people had to constantly splash their faces with water, some covering their faces with drenched clothing so that the air wouldn’t scald their lungs. And they had to do this all night. Some managed to survive this way. (I made the date the name of the poem, but I had to add ‘Peshtigo, WI’ to it because my classmates, of course, thought I had written about the Chicago fire.)

Well, I finally got to see the river I had written about in person.

Outside the museum and plaques around town, there is not sign of the fire that ravaged this area over a hundred and fifty years before – but staring at that river, I could still feel the history of it.

Had you heard of the Peshtigo Fire before reading this?

Some tidbits for ya:

*Mrs. O’Leary’s cow has since been exonerated – apparently a journalist had made up the story in an effort to create some drama (because a city decimated by fire wasn’t dramatic enough?). Even after said journalist admitted to this, the story carried on. Probably (at least partly) because we don’t know what started it.

**The Peshtigo Museum resides in an old church, which sits on the site of the original Catholic church that was lost in the fire. The church that had been rebuilt on the same spot was struck by lightning and burned again. The current church had actually been one that had been rebuilt on the other side of the river (see images to the left – or above depending on the size of your screen), and when the second church burned, a plan was made to move this other existing structure. It took three days to move it across the river – and then, once placed, they realized that they had set it down backwards, and they spent another half day turning it around.

The image below shows some artifacts that were found on the site, including a bible that had been found sitting opened, severely charred. If you zoom in on it, though, you can still read the print.

***My poem found a home at a creative nonfiction journal, and then a few years later, I read it at an event for UntitledTown. After I was done with my reading, my former undergrad professor/advisor, who has done extensive research on the fire in support of a novel she’s writing, informed me that like many people, animals also sought the river to escape the first. Herds of cattle, for instance, who inadvertently drowned many of those people. In my own research, I did find an account of one thirteen-year-old German immigrant girl who managed to survive by holding the horn of one of those cows all night.

What does it mean to visit a place?

I have a couple of travel goals. The first is to visit every state in the U.S. Another was to visit every country in the world, which I’ll admit I made with the understanding that I would never reach this very unreachable goal. (I mean, aside from the places it’s just unsafe for me to travel, I also was not born into tremendous wealth. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) I have since amended that one to visiting all seven continents (incidentally, I only have two of those left – Australia and Antarctica.)

When I made the goal about visiting all the states, I did set up some rules for myself to quantify what counted as a visit. For one, I had to do something in the state for it to count. I couldn’t merely drive through it (looking at you, Ohio, which I’ve driven through several times but don’t count because I’ve never done anything there) or count somewhere as visited if I had only spent time in the airport on a layover. But what does it mean to do something there? Well, filling up with gas certainly doesn’t count. But it also shouldn’t require staying over night – you can road trip and make stops throughout a state without needing to sleep. Some of our states are rather small, after all.

So that’s it – that’s the rule. Do something more than filling the tank but not necessarily spend the night. Maybe it’s something the state (or town/city) is known for – whether that be a museum or food or a waterfall or the world’s largest SomethingOrOther.

For the first eighteen years of my life, I had a total of four states under my belt (WI, MI, MN, IL – i.e. the Midwest where I live). It wasn’t until college that I got to start seeing other parts of the U.S. (thanks to joining my college’s Habitat for Humanity chapter and joining in on six collegiate challenge trips where we traveled to another state, worked with their local chapter, and helped to build houses there). Then, after college, my college Residence Life friends got jobs around the country, and I got to mark a few more off when I’d go to visit them (helpful when you’re a broke, recently-graduated-from-college person filled with wanderlust if you can save money by crashing on your friends’ couches).

It wasn’t until much later that I got to start traveling outside of the U.S. and to consider how my rules may apply there (i.e. I’ve been to the Amsterdam airport, but just for a layover – so, no, I’ve never actually been to Netherlands). The international traveling I have done thus far checked off my requirements. It’s easy to say I’ve visited Scotland when my friend and I did a 1200+ mile road trip. I also have no problem saying I’ve been to England (Liverpool), Ireland (Dublin), and Wales (traipsed around a few towns along the north coast). I in no way imply that I’ve seen all there is to see in those last three countries, but I have indeed been there.

But one could argue that because they are comparable to the size of our states the same rules can apply.

So what about Canada?

Back at the end of July, I was feeling antsy. Summer was almost over, and it honestly felt like it hadn’t really begun. I wanted an adventure, something new. But also something relatively close and quick. To visit a new-to-me state would take quite a bit of time and effort. But – I’d never been to Canada before, and its border is just under five hours away. So I went. I drove up to Sault Saint Marie, MI (Sault is pronounced like Sue/Soo), and I hopped the border into Sault Saint Marie, Ontario, Canada. I did things. Even stayed the night. Then I did a few more things before heading home.

Now, technically speaking, I have been to Canada.

But Canada is big, yo.

Why does any of this matter? Well, I have this world scratch-off map where you scrape off the top layer of places you have been, revealing a different color underneath. (If it wasn’t already apparent that I’m a giant nerd, there ya go.)

Now, I hopped the border, did things, so therefore have been in Canada. But certainly, this little trip shouldn’t qualify as ‘enough’ to scrape off the layer that covers the entirety of Canada? Technically, I’d be within my right to do so. But. I didn’t. I only scraped off the province of Ontario, where the Soo is located. I did have a brief thought of – I could make a goal to visit every province in Canada- (but there are many and some are remote and, again, I live on a public school teacher’s salary. (I do at least have plans to get to Vancouver and Prince Edward Island/Nova Scotia – so I’m not done with Canada yet.)

Regardless of the map question, though, from here on out, I have been to Canada.

Do you have rules about what it takes to consider yourself having been somewhere?

When in Canada

First Friday Rec: The Quiet Librarian

Title: The Quiet Librarian
Author: Allen Eskens
Genre: Historical Fiction
Pages: 320
Publication Date: Feb 3, 2026
StoryGraph* Moods: dark, tense, emotional
How I Stumbled Upon This Book: I honestly don’t remember – but I will read anything involving librarians and libraries
Other Books by this author: The Life We Bury, The Stolen Hours, The Shadows We Hide, Nothing More Dangerous, Saving Emma, Forsaken Country, The Deep Dark Descending, The Heavens May Fall, The Guise of Another
*StoryGraph also offers content warnings.

Description: To be completely honest, when it says ‘historical fiction,’ it’s rather recent history. Part of the book takes place in present-day Minnesota – part in Yugoslavia during 1995 when the country was amidst a civil war. Our main character, Hana Babić, fled from her home country and is living a quiet life as a librarian – thinking she has managed to flee that war and that other life.

Then David Claypool, an investigator, shows up. A woman, Hana’s friend, fell to her death under suspicious circumstances, and Hana has been designated the guardian of her friend’s son, Dylan.

As the book unfolds, it delves deeper and deeper into Hana’s old life – and it seems that her friend may have died protecting her true identity. Hana is not who she seems to be. Sparks fly with Clayton – will her secrets destroy any chance of a romance? What secrets might she have about Dylan? And who killed her friend?

Why I recommend this book: Another point before I begin – in the author’s note, Esken notes that this is different from his usual writing. Thus, if you’ve read other things by him, you can’t go in expecting this to be the same. This is my first book by Esken, so I can’t provide any contrasts – all I can say is that I couldn’t put this down.

That all being said – the writing is outstanding. So well done – so rich in detail. There is suspense as the story switches between past and present, and we begin to peel back the layers of who Hana was and who she is trying to be now. The suspense is well-paced and pays off. (There’s a big twist at the end – it felt unexpected, though I bet on a second read, one would find the well-placed breadcrumbs that lead to it.)

There is a lot at stake for all involved, including the romance bubbling up between Hana and Clayton – which is complicated given the ethics involved (which also gives us a chance to consider our own definition of justice). This is not a typical ‘whodunit’ – nothing wrong with tropes, but this isn’t where you go to find them. The story is intense, and the characters are compelling – all of which drives the story forward.

And as someone who reads a lot of WWII historical fiction, it was a nice change of pace to read about a situation/war I did not know all that much about.

Barbara Davis, author of The Echo of Old Book, put it succinctly: “Mystery, history, and a kick-ass female lead – what’s not to love?”

“Hana learned long ago that it was better to be the hunter than the hunted. But she had been a very different person then, a girl forged by tragedy and rage, capable of acts that would stun her current coworkers. Still, the vestiges of that girl must reside within her somewhere, relics buried beneath thirty years of ash and rust.”


~ Allen Eskens, The Quiet Librarian

Best Laid Plans

At the time of writing this, I have finished the manuscript for the murder mystery I had been writing and done one complete revision/edit of it. Then, I went through and created a reverse outline. This is a handy tool to see what you’ve got on the page in a manageable way – because 94K words is not really something one can take in all at once.

I don’t normally do a reverse outline for my novels, but this one is more complicated than ones I’ve had in the past. There are far more characters and details and plotlines to track. I want to make sure I’ve not dropped a plotline somewhere or neglected a character (which I know I did upon reading through it again). In addition, I’m a continuity freak – I want to make sure the timeline actually lines up. If a chapter is four days later and it’s a weekday, does that line up with the previous chapter date? Things like that.

It didn’t take me long to connect the facts that I have closet doors in my office and a couple stacks of differently-colored Post It Notes. One color for chapter/dates. One color for when a new character is introduced (and any important details). One color for murder cases. A large red star in the corner of any character or plotline that disappeared.

I got through the first twenty chapters by taking notes in my notebook – then I sat down and wrote out the Post Its, sticking them to my door.

Great, I thought – this is going swimmingly and will be such a great tool once it’s done.

Then I went into my offie the next morning to find several of the Post It Notes on the floor. Some had curled and fell. I restuck them. I flattened all of the notes best I could.

Next morning – more Post Its on the floor. Even more the next morning.

[face palm]

I don’t know if it’s the paint on the doors. I don’t know if it’s because it’s been a bit more humid than normal. But the darn things just won’t stick for long. 😂

So. Back to the metaphorical drawing board.

Comedy and Language

Well, here’s a post a bit out of left field for you today. 🙂

When I was a kid, my papa (maternal grandfather) would sometimes sit my sister and I down and play for us videos of his favorite comedian – a Danish-American man (who also acted and could play the piano beautifully). His name was Victor Borge (well, that was his professional name – he was born Børge Rosenbaum).

Papa would turn on the VCR (yes, I am dating all of us here), put in a VHS tape, and then press play – and we would be lost in absolute giggle fits before long. Probably surprising to many given the man was in his eighties by then – but there we were, two little girls, unable to control their laughter.

Why am I bringing this up? Well, a clip of his came across my social media the other day, and as it always does when his name is mentioned or a clip enters my feed, I went and sought out my favorite clips – and I giggled. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve seen these clips – I know what’s coming. But even so, they still get me every single time.

Like me, my papa was a storyteller (I still list him as my favorite storyteller, and I should probably say I learned to love stories from my papa and he is absolutely the reason I’m a writer these days) – we both had a love of language. So of course we would bond over language-based comedy. Below are two of my favorite bits – Phonetic Punctuation and Inflationary Language. I highly recommend checking them out. (I mean, who couldn’t use a giggle these days?)

chah-muh-lee-on

I don’t remember when I first heard someone say never to judge someone for mispronouncing a word because they probably learned that word from reading. But it has stuck with me.

“There should be a hotline you can call where you can safely pronounce words you’ve only ever read out loud for the first time, and they say, ‘oh sweetie’ and kindly explain hot it’s pronounced.”

Here’s the thing – English is hard. It’s, quite honestly, a mistake. It’s what happens when you take German people and French Latin people and force them to live together. English falls out. Accidentally.

Now, I don’t know if you’ve ever heard someone speak German or someone speaking French – but these two languages sound nothing alike. And they follow (very) different rules.

And every word in the English language follows a specific rule for things like conjugation or pluralization. The issue is that they don’t all follow the same rules. Because they don’t all descend from the same language. (In cases of silent letters, shifts in pronunciation after the invention of the printing press are to blame. Yes, we used to pronounce the ‘k’ in knight and knife.)

Certain English words follow those German rules and others follow the Latin rules. Not to mention all the words we’ve absorbed from other languages (referred to as ‘loan words’). (And English is one of the languages with the most words. That’s saying something given there are over seven thousand languages spoken in the world today.)

Take the word mouse (or louse – but not house). This word descended from Germanic roots, where the ‘ou’ becomes ‘i’ (due to what is called strong declension – they pluralize irregularly rather than by adding an -s or -es suffix). (House is an outlier because while it used to follow this pattern, it no longer does – it got ‘regularized’.) The same happens with goose (or foot or tooth) where the ‘oo’ becomes ‘ee’ in pluralization.

So what about moose? What happened there? The ‘ou’ doesn’t become an ‘i’ when pluralized. Actually, nothing happens to it when it’s pluralized…? Well, it’s a loan word – it’s roots are Indigenous (from several Indigenous languages). It doesn’t follow the Germanic rules because it’s not Germanic. It follows the rules of its Indigenous roots. Thus, moose is both singular and plural.

Shifts in pronunciations post printing press are also to blame for words not always sounding like they look. Not to mention dialects/accents with different pronunciation rules. I mean, look no further than American vs British English. There are words we spell differently, and many that we pronounce differently. And it’s the same language. (Well, sorta. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

All this to say – no wonder if we’ve only read a word and never heard it out loud that we might pronounce it incorrectly.

We should really consider why we find it charming when someone with a different accent pronounces a word in a unusual (to us) way, but when someone mispronounces it from only having read it, we don’t. Instead, we should be applauding the attempt.

First Friday Rec: Fly Girl

Title: Fly Girl
Author: Ann Hood
Genre: Memoir
Pages: 288
Publication Date: Apr 4, 2023
StoryGraph* Moods: informative, adventurous, reflective
How I Stumbled Upon This Book: I honestly don’t remember where I first saw this book – I don’t think it was a verbal recommendation from anyone. But I read it as research for a story I’m working on.
Other Books by this author: Hood has over a dozen other books to check out
*StoryGraph also offers content warnings.

Description:

“In 1978, in the tailwind of the Golden Age of air travel, flight attendants were the epitome of glamor and sophistication. Fresh out of college and hungry to experience the world, Ann Hood joined their ranks. She carved chateaubriand in the first-class cabin, found romance on layovers in London and Lisbon, and walked more than a million miles in high heels, smiling as she served thousands of passengers. She flew through the start of deregulation, an oil crisis, massive furloughs, and a labor strike. As the airline industry changed around her, Hood began to write–even drafting snatches of her first novel from the jump-seat. She reveals how the job empowered her, despite its roots in sexist standards. Packed with funny, moving, and shocking stories of life as a flight attendant, Fly Girl captures the nostalgia and magic of air travel at its height, and the thrill that remains with every takeoff.”

Why I recommend this book:

By the time I flew for the first time, flying wasn’t something people dressed up for, and airlines were already trying to cram as many seats on board as they could to maximize profits over comfort. This memoir by Ann Hood is an interesting look into the ‘heyday’ of flying, giving insights into what it took to even become a cabin attendant, not to mention all they went through dealing with passengers.

Given my own experience flying, I can’t even imagine flying when it was such a luxury – when people wore suits and dresses, and they were served high-end food and drinks in the first-class cabin. Hood lets us into the secret world behind the curtain – her application process, her training, and what it’s like when you’re new and don’t have any say at all in what sort of schedule you get.

But also – the romance of it, getting to see places all around the world most of us only dream of. Not to mention meeting all kinds of people on the flights themselves. Hood even manages to write her first novel during the quiet moments sitting in her jump seat.

If you’ve ever flown, I recommend reading this. You will definitely see your next flight from a different point of view.

“I was one of those people. Stepping off a bus from Manhattan into the glass and concrete terminal dressed in my TWA uniform and on my way to a faraway city. From the moment I had my wings pinned onto my dark blue jacket in 1979, to the day in 1986 when I hung my uniform up for good, being a flight attendant brought me everything that I had dreamed.”
~ Ann Hood, Fly Girl

Tangible Goods

These days, the days of streaming TV shows and films and music, of ebooks, of endless scrolling on your social media platform of choice – it seems like there is very little in the way of tangible goods anymore (when it comes to the arts – there are still box stores full of…stuff). Which, when you grew up in the 80s and 90s, when you had to transition from records to cassettes to CDs to MP3s… it’s strange to realize how little of our content (that we’ve paid for) that we actually own anymore, that we can actually hold in our hands.

And as someone who grew up in the 80s, I do prefer to be able to hold the things that I own. Strange, I know.

But even more important than that, I also want to make sure that as much of the money that I’m spending on the…thing – book, record, whatever – gets into the hands of the person who was responsible for creating it. And that is getting increasingly more difficult. For many reasons. Not just that we are living in a digital world. Not just that the shifts to digital also have shifted profits from the artists’ hands to those that produce them or to the platforms that stream them. (Not to mention AI.) We also have a stagnant minimum wage and increasing inflation. A lot of people don’t have the disposable income to spend on things we currently call a luxury (because we have short memories and forget how it was the arts we turned to to save us during the pandemic).

“If I ever feel bad about spending $ on books, I just tell myself I’m supporting a writer whose parents told them they’d never make any money.”

I realize this can sound self-serving – I’m a writer who wants to sell books. But I’m not saying buy my book here. (Though, if you feel so inclined…) I’m saying if you can, if there is a musician that you like whose music you stream often (which gets them pennies, if they are lucky), maybe consider outright buying an album. If there is someone whose visual art you enjoy, instead of taking another screenshot, perhaps consider buying their art on something (it doesn’t have to be an original or anything big – even buying a print on a card can help them). Like an author but don’t have the means to buy a new copy? Check it out of the library. (If your library doesn’t carry it, request it.) Every little bit helps.

Even more simple things you can do that don’t cost anything but could potentially get them royalties down the line – follow them on social media and help to spread the word:

How to support an artist for free: Like their post, comment (to give them motivation), share (to introduce others to their page), save the post (it helps with engagement).

Forty-Eight Times

I’m about to stand up in front of a classroom again for the first time. Well, the first time for these particular classes. It’s actually going to be my 204th time.

I gathered some teaching data recently and discovered that I had taught my 200th course in the spring of this year. (And the 201st, 202nd, and 203rd. Who knew?) I finished my forth-seventh semester. And taught my 2,623rd student. (Many of them took multiple classes with me, which feels like the greatest compliment students can give to a teacher.)

When I was a kid, I thought it would be fun to be a teacher because I could spend my days writing on chalk boards. Little did I know, those wouldn’t even really exist by the time I got to stand up in front of a classroom all day.

Which was a hurdle I had to get over, by the way. I’m an introvert. I was also painfully shy as a kid. (And no, those are not the same thing.) As an introvert, I do better thinking through writing than talking. As a shy kid, I had no interest in being the center of anyone’s attention, let alone an entire classroom of folks. How I ever landed on teaching as my chosen profession, I honestly don’t know.

But I did what I needed to get comfortable with it. I was in Forensics through middle and high school, which helped me get (somewhat) more comfortable standing up and speaking in front of a people. I obviously went to college and grad school to get comfortable with the content. And then I found a job at a small community college in the middle of a corn field down the road from the university where my (now-)ex was getting their masters. (I don’t know why I didn’t think to look for a job or apply there… ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but given the people that have come into my life through my work, I’m glad I didn’t.)

When I started at this community college, the plan was a couple years, and then we’d probably be moving for my ex’s work. But they added a year onto their graduate degree, and a full-time position opened up at my college. I applied. I got it. Figured I’d save up some money for a couple years, then we’d move.

But then I blinked.

Now I’m about to start my eighteenth year there. My forty-eighth semester. Teach my 2,624th student.

I still remember the painstakingly long countdown to high school graduation – how I couldn’t wait for the next step. And now, somehow, someway, here we are.

And somehow, I still get nervous on the first day of class. I sort of hope that never goes away.